Get over the storm, for the Sunshine will always come. Have FAITH.

humans have flaws...but is tat an excuse for us to make mistakes?

Friday, January 30, 2004

Mistakes..each and everyone of us on earth makes them. there's no denial to it. "The cliche tat every1 makes mistakes does not reduce the self disappointment, nor does it taper off the declining self worth felt by the particular individual who did himself or others wrong." (quote it from sum1 else's blog) It's similar to how everyone will die one fine day, but when death eventually occurs, all these so called "traditional" phrases (though no doubt they are not baseless), doesnt diminish/reduce the grief or make it any easier for people mourning for their loved ones' death. (they jux dun feel like buying tat story at tat sad moment..) Doesnt it sound abit absurd but yet it's undisputablely true? i noe im not toking sense. just let me be. *wink*

All along, i haf always tried my best to remain foolproof, as in trying to avoid making any mistakes, and console myself (when i made mistakes and so..) that everyone goes through their own obstacles and make mistakes, so it's alright for me to do the same. After all, humans have flaws, god make it tis way. (nono...im not a christian...haha) To make it further ridiculous, we are not immune from any bad decision, therefore mistakes are common. ok, it's not our fault and there's nothing wrong to make mistakes. haha. my nuts r getting loose. trying to instill senseless theory in you guys on my bloggie. *forgive*

Come to tink of it..haf any of u ever realised tat sometimes you are in the middle of a mistake, yet you find urself unwilling to do sumthing bout' it? For many like us, there's a constant denial in our mind about our current and past mistakes, and unfavourable circumstances even though it is obviously steadily showing up in front of us. yet most of us choose to turn a blind eye. Moreover, i chose to stand by my principles at times, am i doin the wrong things? am i? am i? am i? am i? am i? haha. im really goin nuts!!! *lolx*
Sometimes, it wasnt ourselves who wants to commit the mistake, (do u tink we enjoyed making mistakes?!?!)we were pushed or hauled - a beta word - into it. when under certain circumstances, we r forced into it. Tink im trying to push the blame unto others.haha. ok, W.A.T.E.V.E.R. but take note : not all my craps are rubbish! they do contain a portion of truth! *gone*

Other people may be there to help us, teach us, guide us along our path. But the lesson to be learned is always ours. ~By Melody Beattie~

Friday, January 30, 2004 || Baby, top.

Every story has an ending...

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Everyday we say lots of "hi"s "bye"s to our frens. in case of close frens, its more than tat. maybe somemore regards, gossipings, sharing of heart matters and blah blah. but how long will they stay? nobody knows. be it one mth or one yr, regardless of the time frame they stayed, they certainly made some impacts in our lives. agree or not, it's bloody true. *nodding* hmm...gonna tok abit on my experiences, my thoughts. well, i haf countless frens( i certainly do..for those who noe me, they'll nod their heads furiously..*lolx*). i can make frens wit others easily, very easily in fact.*proud* there's a saying: when u gain something, u'll lose something. well, wat a sad truth. sum frens stay for awhile and made sum slight impact in ur life, sum stayed longer and became one of ur "best friends", while sum special ones stood by u till now & forever, they r the people who knows u inside out and cheer u on when u r down. i tink im quite fortunate, having a bunch of frens who stand by me, always. (thks soo much and i love u all!)

It happened before, and it could happen once more
There's a chance you might change your mind.

Time realy seems to fly...i've been in poly for erm nearly one yr. made lots of frens, but sadly, lost some in the process of it. i used to haf sum1 whom i respect (i still do now..and always will..), can ask advices from, sum1 whom i can rely on. she's sum1 who really cares, and for my own good. used to go town or movies wit her during the first 2 mths of poly, had great times, really enjoyed it. we go study too! (dun assume we're lazy k!) but unfortunately, we always ended up eating or toking craps. haha. arent we hardworking? *lolx* those were the days. now, we still tok lah, but seldom. ok, gotta face it, those days were already history, no point harping on it. *sad nod* ok, so life has to go on. the earth wun stop revolving cos frenship turns cold. yeah. but i do miss those days at times. *eyes red*

It's really hard to say goodbye to yesterday, but it's tomorrow that we all live for. It is time to go. No point keeping urself within the memories of yesterdays.

Lots of happenings during the past yr had definitely changed me and my thinkings. i've become more mature in a sense (dun argue bout' tat, i do k!), i learnt to handle emotional stuffs beta and most importantly, i treasure those who r besides me more now. i really do.i dun wan frens to slowly fades, dun wan tat feeling to ever come back again.i always tried to make sure the frenship bonds stay strong. But I know that in many things, be it friendship, relationship, or even companionship...sum things are just meant to end, and rather than live by memories, it's better to start writing a new story..

People come and go in our lives, and sum r destined to remain only a short period but with considerable impact, but those people r fated never to stay.

everything's gonna be okay.some mths had gone by, im ok already. not harping on it animore. let nature takes its course. it's beta tat way.

(to the fren/sis tat im once close to : thks for being such a nice one, tolerating my naughtiness. thks for caring and sharing and encouraging me when i need to be strong. thks for everything. u certainly made some deep impacts in my life.)

Thursday, January 29, 2004 || Baby, top.

can humans be flawless? nope, it's totally impossible

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

They say humans cant be flawless.how unfortunate and true.humans are always making mistakes, even those careful ones. ok, im not tat kind.i always make mistakes. but come again, humans arent flawless, so it's ok for me to make mistakes. im toking abit of rubbish, am I?*eyes rolling* watever...ok back to the topic: mistakes.they never fails to occur arnd us: picked up a wrong drink, wrote something you shldnt, hurt sum1 accidentally cos you're in bad mood..the list goes on. all these are mistakes, even the slightest ones. the word M.I.S.T.A.K.E.S may seems like a bad idea, but hey! it's thru mistakes tat human learns k!*nodding hard* thru them we grow, for the beta (i hope...)..thru them we noe wat we shldnt do in the first place and wat could be the beta way out for us. (you'll agree if you do REFLECT on wat u do..if not, then too bad for u...*grinz*)

We usually discover our mistakes onli after the actual incident, it's already too late by then, but at least we managed to discover it and we're are supposed to prevent it from happening again.hmm..i dun tink so. u noe somtimes even when u noe tat tis thing shldnt be done (it's a mistake already), u still go and do it right? (dun try to fool ppl, i noe most of u all will, im one too! haha) ok, here's an example: i was supposed to keep my hands off tidbits and heaty stuffs when im having sore throat, but i still touched them in the end *yum yum*, cant resist the temptation alright.haha. and it's always te same old poor ending happening: a worsen throat and completely no voice!!! haha.heck it.i live for the moment tat im eating those tidbits.*im crazy!*

Who you are today is the outcome of the mistakes you've made..Feel proud of yourself tat you're making mistakes. it's no big deal, even the big guys out there make mistakes too!*confident* dont feel inferior and dont envy those who dun make mistakes (they do, jux tat they hide it soo well tat we didnt managed to noe bout it..), they jux wun grow up alright. ok, so much for "MISTAKES". gonna stop crapping now. below is a song i saw on net. quite nice. and yeah, it's about MISTAKES!!! wahahahax..dun run away! listen hard and start reflecting now! *lolx*

Mistakes I made

It really is a miracle that I have come this far.
Without a hope without a prayer without a guiding star.
In spite of my nativity and many dreams betrayed,
I know I would not be here now
but for Mistakes I Made

But for Mistakes I Made
Who knows who I might be
Some other heart some other soul
Some other destiny
But for the times I took a wrong turn unafraid
I might have missed it all
But for Mistakes I Made

So many times I've tried to change things out of my control.
The jealousy and all the rage that swallowed me up whole.
The years that I spent loving those who did not feel the same.
The times I didn't trust myself with only me to blame.

But for Mistakes I Made
Who knows where I might be
Some other place some other time
Some other destiny
But for the times I took a wrong turn unafraid
I might have missed it all
But for Mistakes I Made

These things have taught me what is real
How to laugh how to cry how to love without regret
and when to say hello..or goodbye
I know whatever comes my way my dues have all been paid.
For you would not be in my life, but for Mistakes I Made

But for Mistakes I Made
Who knows who I might be
Some other heart some other soul
Some other destiny
But for the times I took a wrong turn unafraid
I might have missed it all
But for Mistakes I Made
I might have missed it all
But for Mistakes I Made
*gone*

Wednesday, January 28, 2004 || Baby, top.

more on my new year...

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Hi everybody!ok,i noe i din blog for like 3 days?or more?im blogging now alright.had a busy chinese new year.busy visiting frens' house and attending lunch & dinner appointments everyday.*grinz* guess i enjoyed this CNY.i tink so.*eyes rolling* ok,on the 1st day,everything was as usual.went to grandma and ah ma's house,see everybody gathering there,collect angbaos,tok abit...that's it.well,i did follow my mum,grandma,aunt,big aunt along with my cousin to my another elder aunt house.erm then, we went for movies.1st time i goin for movies with elders!and tis gonna be the last time i tell u!can u imagine they were all falling asleep in the middle of it!OMG!cant stand it!oh well nvm,maybe they doesnt appreciate the show "magic kitchen".it's meant for us younger generation i tink.

The next day (2nd day of CNY),things were abit beta.arranged to meet wicky,pearlin,yanfang,winnie and xinni (my another dear sister who is quite fierce to me. hee~) at 10.3am.abit too early isnt it.but well,managed to get there quite on time in a cab cos it's raining heavily.*sigh* ok,started goin to everybody's hse,collect angbaos and eat!*grinz* our last stop was supposed to be xinni's hse as her mum prepared reunion lunch for us.(so nice of her...) but we went on to edwin's hse after hers.aniwae,played blackjack wif auntie after lunch*yum yum*.auntie forever damn sporting man!so enthu one! wahaha...headed for edwin (bro) hse in a cab at 4pm. the reason why we go there was i and wicky wana play mahjong.hee~im not a hardcore gambler k!jux like to play mahjong only.hahaha.did i admit it somehow?!*tinkin* bro saypoh and chun an joined us at edwin's hse. introduced them to my frens (yanfang,pearlin,winnie,xinni - previously fr. xinmin sec) and then the game's on!*haha..abit too enthu le horz* the girls except xinni left early. my frens are all jux sooo like me.all can click so fast!all of us are so sporting!me,xinni (sis), saypoh and chun an..went on to "ton" at edwin's place. we played arcade like mad,had abit of pool then headed to his hse for the usual thing - gambling! wahahax..played thru out the nite.went home only at 6plus in the morning.oh man,still gotta meet steph they all at 12.30pm!only got 3 hrs of sleep!i must be superwoman!*grinz* guess everybody was tired,but we enjoyed every minute of that nite man!especially those parts that saypoh teased my sister with funny horny jokes! he din meant it, it's purely for entertainment, mind those of u who started thinking otherwise.

So,met steph they all at 12.30pm.went to ai xiang hse for another reunion lunch.then headed for the others' hse. wats the main show of the day was that we actually went to NTUC to get stuffs for steamboat and cooked it all by ourselves at steph's hse.(power ah...) well, quite warming to do tat.all of us chipped it to prepare the steamboat, then we enjoyed the fruits we beared altogether.hmm...gonna have tat again next year.hee~ slack after tat in steph's room.i was occupying her bed and she had to sit on the floor.poor babe.sorry about tat ya.i was real tired.2 days without sleep.forgive me ba da jie! haha.no need to say.i noe u will.*grinz*
ok, on the 3rd of CNY i went to shirley's hse to get angbao from her! haha..went with my bro.wah.didn expect a few more angbao but her frens are all married! wahaha..played blackjack.then went home at evening time.too tired le.homework not done oso.*sigh*

ok,enough on CNY.let's tok about todae.hmm..had a long dae and was feeling unwell near lunch time (it's rare for me..especially near lunch time..) ok, went home,slack,blogging now.er..feeling sleepy already,gtg! *gone*

The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core strength within you that survives all hurt. Max Lerner

Tuesday, January 27, 2004 || Baby, top.

It's new year time!

Friday, January 23, 2004

Hey everybody! Been busy collecting "angbaos" *grinz* so have been blogging these days...Im now at my fren (yanfang) place.so here i am blogging.borrowed her com for awhile.heehee.Hmm.tok about new year.i always dun like the idea of wearing skirt.hey!everybody knows that right?wahahahaxx...so if anione of u wana catch a glimpse of me in skirt,do ask me to ur house for "angbao collection!" *wink*.ok.enough of my crap.gotta go now.alright,wish all my frens and "kins" a very happy new year! Love you all!!!

Friday, January 23, 2004 || Baby, top.

Can i wish for no homework?

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Oh well,woke up at 11am todae.was woken up by my dad.he wants me to write a cheque for him.darn it.cant he write it himself?*pissed* i was in the middle of my dreamland,and then he pulls me out of it..wat the hell.oh well,neva mind.it happens everytime.ok,so wrote the cheque,then sit in front of sofa and slack.mum ask me to go lunch with her,so i went.had kway chap at the "kou fu" coffeeshop.it was nice,not bad.mum had the pig trotters.after that we went to get some styling mousse and then headed back home.sat in front of the whole day practically,cos i need to finish my IT assignment.ok,quite done with it.still got the master slide,animations,sounds and some arrangements to do and i'll be done with it.tink gonna leave those till after new year.*sian* oh ya,need to get purple shoelaces for my shoe.hmm...not much idea where to get them.i'll juxwalk arnd and see.if not,i'll jux make do with another colour.nobody's gonna focus on them aniwae.*tink so* ok,nothing much to blog about todae.tink i'll jux end here.*gone*

Neva gonna leave ur side - Daniel bedingfield
I feel like a song without the words, a man without a soul,
a bird without it's wings, a heart without a home.
I feel like a knight without a sword, a sky without the sun 'cos you're the one.
I feel like ship beneath the waves, a child who's lost it's way, a door without a key, a face without a name.
I feel like a breath without the air, and everyday's the same, since you've gone away.

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning,
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how i miss you,
I miss you, everyday

I'm never gonna leave your side,
and i'm never gonna leave your side, again
I'm still holding on girl, i won't let you go'
'cos when i'm lying in your arms i know i'm home.

They tell me a man can loose his mind living in pain,
the callin times gone by, i'm crying in the rain.
You know i've wasted half the time and i'm on my knees again,
'till you come to me.

Sunday, January 18, 2004 || Baby, top.

Night cycling is FUN!!! and damn tiring...

Hi everybody! im back! ok,i was out last nite.so i didnt blog.yep.i went for a nite cycling trip organised by alson and bro edwin.it was quite fun, but it's damn torturing in a sense.u gotta cycle non stop thru out the nite u noe!can die ah.wahahhax.i didnt die!(im strong!)*grinz*aiyah,wat am i toking about.BULLSHIT.wahahax...

date:friday 16th jan 2004
event:nite cycling trip(jointly organised by edwin and alson)
who went:10 guys-sichun,yeowkhiang,cheemeng,yunlong,wicky,alson,edwin,jimmy,joocheng and beechai. 2 gerlz:me and my sis, shiqi.
bikes:guys got their own(most of them),guys got bikes for us gerls.(they beta do,if not,we gerls are not going!)*grinz*
backlights:everyone got one for safety.wicky makes sure everyone has one.*thanks wicky!*
attire:simple,casual."shorts and t-shirts","sandals or track shoes"
in charge of bike repair:yeowkhiang and sichun *tinking hard*first aid:we've got plasters and tissues..does that counts?
gerls' body guards:alson,cheemeng,jimmy...most of the time they're..
places went:hougang,geylang,bugis,kk hospital,orchard,novena,thomson,macritchie reservoir,macritchie reservoir's forest(part of it),way to sembawang,yishun,ang mo kio,serangoon...and some i dunno the name lah.

we arranged to meet at hougang point at 10pm.supposed to meet shiqi(sis) for dinner.but her parents want her to be arnd for dinner, so in the end didnt.we meet after her dinner instead,at arnd 9.45pm.my tis sister is sooo caring..(look shiqi,im praising u alright.gotta reward me k? hee...) she asked me wat i wana eat,so she can "ta bao" for me...so sweet..had hokkien mee,she bought it for me cos she says it's nice.yep.it was nice.*yum yum* okie,we set off for our first destination,that's geylang.dun read too much into it k.we're jux goin there for da food.it's only 12plus when we reached there.went to da "tou hua da wang" for bean curd and soya drinks.the food was damn nice lor.cant wait to go back there again!wahahax...next we cycled to bugis,then down orchard.we had a little break at youth park.the guys played wif their bikes,and sichun got injured cos he "somersaulted" and fell!poor thing.oh ya,we passed by chlimes.ooh..wen the hell can i go in there and feel the amosphere? wahahax...headed down to novena then thomson.had a few more breaks along the way,simply bcos our legs and butts are aching!!! bue tahan.lots of slopes along the way,half were up slopes.damn it.you shld've seen me struggling wif the bike against the mighty slope...gosh.dun like tat.reached macritchie at 3.30am.cycled abit here and there.then edwin suggest we cycle thru the forest(the usual cross country route).i was like:wats the...it's so damn bloody dark in there.you cant even see ur own bike's tyre! oh neva mind..they proceed wif it aniwae.alson sent some guys to guard we 2 gerls.so we're protected species ah...*grinz* the first part was ok,cos there's still lampposts,though it's dim.then the second part,the part when we really stepped into the forest.OMG!!!no light and everything is so still and quiet.i can even hear my fren's breathing.we've got only 3 front headlights.barely enuff.i was abit scared along the way..hey its total darkness in there ok!aniwae,we gave up half way.cos there's no coordination among us.the front guys goin super fast,leaving us gerls and our body guards behind.irresponsible bunch of people!damn tired by now.butt aching like shit.headed straight for sembawang cos woodlands near there and wicky is having npcc.had a meal at 5am.ordered beehoon mee,a sunny side up(egg lar!) and a piece of luncheon meat.i've got freebies too!cos shiqi kept adding food to my plate...that's nice of her though.*thanks sis!* carry on our journey till near woodlands.wicky and joocheng head for woodlands while the rest of us head for home.woh..best.finally can go home le!the journey back was rather quiet.didnt tok much,cos all were tired.reach home safely at 6.55am.bath and SLEEP!!!

woke up at 11plus and help mum wif some chores.it was so kind of me.i had a tedious nite ok.went to meet steph they all at far east at 3pm.shopping,ate something...bought a shirt from "oxygen".nice design:angel.jux like me!(ok,i noe many of u are puking.im puking too! hahaha.) then went on to bugis,bought another shirt down there.supposed to buy a 'look more formal' top for new year.but when i went back there,it's already sold out.darn it.oh well,neva mind.i settled for a shirt instead.gonna wear tat PINK tee for new year.heck wat the elders say.im not gonna care abit.*determined* 9plus,all very tired le.went home.now blogging.gonna sleep.2 days without sleep.cannot tahan animore.*gone*

Sunday, January 18, 2004 || Baby, top.

Nice songs...

Thursday, January 15, 2004

No one ever said that
Love was gonna be easy
Gotta take the ups and downs
The in-betweens
If you take this journey
Gotta give yourself completely
Never let nobody ever step on a dream

You better stop
Listen to these words I say
You better stop
Don't you throw this good thing away
no no
Put your trust in me
And I'll make you see

CHORUS:
No the rain wont last forever
Find a way to make it better
Long as we can stand together
Love will find a way
Gonna make a new tomorrow
Say good-bye to tears and sorrow
Better listen when I say
Love will find a way

Somebody tried to tell me love
doesn't last forever
Said it only happens in your wildest dreams
After all is said and done
We're still here together
Never listen to the lies and jealousy

You better stop
Don't you let them turn you around
You better stop
Hang onto this love that we've found
Nothing ever say
Can stand in our way

CHORUS:
No the rain wont last forever
Find a way to make it better
Long as we can stand together
Love will find a way
Gonna make a new tomorrow
Say good-bye to tears and sorrow
Better listen when I say
Love will find a way
~Christina Aguilera~
~Love will find a way~

Thursday, January 15, 2004 || Baby, top.

Economics and Stats:I dun seems to understand them at all!

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Hi im back blogging again.was so tired yesterdae tat i went to sleep at 7pm and got up at 7am the next morning!OMG!!!a whole 12 hrs!wahahahaxx...neva had such a great sleep since school reopens.yep.really enjoyed it very much.tink im so tired cos i went to clementi and IMM during my class 4 hrs break ba...my stats tutor jux dun feel like giving us tutorial cos none of us do his homework.but hey,we didnt do it cos we didnt managed to get the bloody text book in time k!get it clear man!aniwae,he was giving us attitude,that's for sure.*feeling hot!*my whole class was like:wat the hell!didnt even gave us a chance to explain!but neva mind,we wanted the 2hr to slack even much more.*evil grinz*haha...hmm tat is why i neva blog yesterdae.
Hmm...went to school from 9-5 todae*argh*.as if im already working.neva mind,got used to it le.had lunch at FC6.nothing much to blog about todae.not much happenings.jux tat i dun understand abit from wat my lecturers were toking bout todae.*grinz**gone*

Baby it's no mystery
You're bringing out the best in me
And though i've been in love before
I've never had the kind of love that made me feel secure
I never thought that give and take
Mentality was right for me, hmm
You made me open up and see
That it's for real
And there's no other place i'd rather be
~kevon edmonds~

Wednesday, January 14, 2004 || Baby, top.

Shopping's a hell of fun!

Monday, January 12, 2004

Reported to school at 9am todae.wat the hell!early in the morning wake up onli to go school study for a mere one and a half hrs??? simply a waste of my time manz...was dismissed at 10.30am sharp.btw,before i forgets,i need to do some explaination.yep.sheryl was the one calling up my IT teacher tat dae.i didnt managed to reach her u see.yep.ok,after school i went town with my poly mates: winnie,janice and wenhua.went to scotts for lunch.i had fish soup.not bad,quite nice.wenhua had the same thing as me while the other 2 gerls got sakae for lunch.hmm...dunno why nowadays my gastric not very good.sometime i feel some pain at my waist there.around there i suppose.*argh*hate it.met sheryl,ali,jiafang,cecilia they all at town and they joined us for lunch.went to far east to shop after tat.*as usual* my dear bro edwin came to meet me at arnd 1plus. shopped for his clothes and blah.met li juan,betsy and judy later on the day.it seems everybodys' shopping for new year's clothes at tis point of time ah...wahahaha...lijuan,judy and i each bought something at the end of the shopping spree,though not much.and that lijuan ah...bue tahan her!she always chose "BLACK" coloured clothes.*ah bish* later her mum sure kb her one,then i will laugh loud loud.*evil grinz*.was damn tired when we finished shopping at 8plus.took the north-east line home.yep.and here i am blogging.hee~ *yawnx* gtg sleep le...*gone*

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.
~Linkin Park~

Monday, January 12, 2004 || Baby, top.

Nice song...touchy words...

Sunday, January 11, 2004

Woke up at 11plus todae.oh my,my best sleep eva since school started *grinz*.help mum with window cleaning then went to compass point to meet foong,judy,hanlin and etc.supposedly to be a 7-men gathering,but in the end only 5 of us turned up.steph and ax had last minute matters.walew...so sad.*tears rolling down* heehee...aniwae,the 5 of us went for lunch then starbucks to sip coffee.had nectars-kiwi berry.it was nice.sort of fruit juice.went home at around evening time.yep.slacking till now.and im still slacking.*gone*

When I'm lost
In the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
to light my way
When I'm scared
losing ground
when my world is going crazy
you can turn it all around
And when I'm down
your there
pushing me to the top
Your always there giving me all you got

Sunday, January 11, 2004 || Baby, top.

New year's cuming rite up...fancy a 'ang bao' anyone?

Friday, January 09, 2004

Ok, im in here blogging again. partially cos' im damn bored rite now.yea u've got me.i mean DAMN BORED!!! wahahaha...mus be out of my mind todae.cos i've been toking craps the whole dae.haha aniwae,sch starts at an early 9am todae.suppose to finish off sch at 5pm *argh!* todae...but in the end didnt. cos u see,i only got a econs tutorial(suppose to be 2hrs) tat lasted for a mere 30min.and the IT lesson was scheduled at 3pm!!! OMG!!! who the hell will stay in sch for five and a half hrs to wait for tat lesson??? betcha no one will.wahahaha.*evil grinz* so, as the class chairman or rep(wateva ppl call tat),i call up the IT lecturer...ask her to push forward the class. tink she have got not much choice either,so she agreed and my class haf the lesson at 11am.if she didnt,she'll be facing an empty class at 3pm!!!wahahaha...students always win one rite...(cheers!) so sch finishes at 1pm todae.didnt join janice and winnie to bugis.went to hougang mall to haf 'ban mian' wit aixiang and sista steph instead. btw, i only started eating at near 3pm...gosh,i was soooooo hungry.u bet!all thanks to my dear sista!nah.wun blame her lah.si guan jiu hao.*grinz*she's a nice gerl lah.not bad sister.(am i lying or wat?) *grinz*joking.ok,enough of crappings.didnt saw the organiser i like at the mall's popular,so went back home's compass point to buy it.the one i took was the last one!lucky me.thank god!(dunno why am i always mentioning the word 'god' when im not a christian myself...oh well, forget it.i jux blurred it out anihow.) tired,so went home to sleep after tat.*ZzzZzz* have dinner,watch 'moon fairy' and here i am, blogging.
End of story.

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Friday, January 09, 2004 || Baby, top.

Friends...important factors of life

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Some of my frens are complaining that i've not been blogging...but hey! my com broke down alright...aniwae, im here rite now...I took back my accounts score tat day...not bad...managed to get 70plus for it (ms kong: i neva "diu" ur face k *grinz*) ...My new subjects seems boring: character development, critical reasoning skills and blah...I've econs and accounts as usual...OMG!!! When can i leave them alone??? *argh* Ok, i noe im crapping...

Friends...they're some ppl u cant do without...good or bad frens, no matter which category they belong to,they're still ur frens...my definition of "fren" is quite simple *i tink so* he/she is jux someone who is willing to share ur happy and sad, that's it...come to tink of it, it aint easy to be one. a good one especially. cos' u see,not everybody is willing or can,to always be there when u need em'...but i tink,jux thoughts wld be enough. sometimes ppl jux complains tat their frens arent caring enough,not spending enough time wit em' and etc...but come on', u're not their only fren k...put urself in his/her shoes k (ehem..since when im tinking abit more mature??? *scratching head*) frens might not be there wit u always,but their thoughts are wit u always *so sweet, baby* Well, you ppl out there beta be satisfied wit a handful of true buddies or best frens if u like em' to be called tis way...cos it's real true tat we humans onli haf a certain amount of best frens in our life...we can have alot of frens though. and i mean normal frens...sigh...it's not a gd thing isnt it?haha...aniwae, too many might not be a gd thing too ritez? im contented to have quite a few of them now...thank god for them...friendships tend to have ups and downs...its normal...it makes the friendship more firm in fact...when frens quarrel,we,as teenagers tend to spit out each others' weaknesses and bad stuffs (sooo bad rite? but why are we still doing it at times???) ...we are all humans, and humans make mistakes...quite often...wth...oh well, wats important is we learn from our mistakes rite? after a period of bombings at each other,usually there's a cooling period...or shld i call it "cold war"? anything will do...after tat, things will be fine (most prob...) but when it doesnt, u can only cry...and if tat person is some fren tat means alot to u, u can cry even harder...*sigh* and u can bet tat it isnt a gd feeling...u feel as if ur whole world is crashing down...u'll regret watever u spitted out of anger...u'll blame urself for being so silly to start the quarrel...watever...u jux feel guilty and bad...*feel like crying* ok, gonna stop toking about sad stuffs...if not, im gonna drop tears too...hee...
Frens are beautiful chapters of life...they add colours and excitement to ur life...thru frens, u'll find not only company..but also alot of surprises!!! *smile* frens bring u thru ups and downs, happy and sad, and all kinds of emotions...they care and share, make u feel needed and loved...they're ur pillars of strength...i dun understand why some weirdos can actually survive without frens...i mean they usually have only one or two...dun they feel lonely? dun they need someone to tok to? oh well, it's none of my business aniwae...maybe they dun like crowds or they tink one gd one is enough? if that's so, then ok they win...but it certainly wun happen to me...cos i love crowds! hee...when im down, i had frens arnd me to cheer me up (thanks alot my frens, whoever u r...luv ya lots k!!!) ...when others are down, i cheer them up too! it's my job as their fren...and im the kind who's willing to go almost all out for frens..especially my close frens and "kins" (u noe who u r) cos i'd always believe in 'wat goes arnd comes arnd...whahahax...trying to sound chim...hee...ok, enough of my craps...cant believe tat i've written a long whole page...time to stop...finally...*relief*

Close my eyes, and feel your mind.
Time has passed, i walked like a shadow.
Never knew, what im going through.
You touched my heart and take my breath away.
Whisper on the wind so softly,
Let the Bright stars fill our dreams with Love.
Reach for your hand[your hand is my key]
And you show me the way...

Thursday, January 08, 2004 || Baby, top.

School's in...And it's boring than ever...

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Hihi everybody! The school started and excuse me...It SUCKS totally!!! *bleah*...Especially my time table...End so late everyday (3 out of 5 days end at 5pm! And worse, most days starts at 9am)...Bloody hell...pardon my words...It's definitely taking up alot of my precious time...Oh well, got to stick to it aniwae...Lots of exams coming up real soon...Gosh, tink its gonna drive me up the wall yeah...Promised my mum and dad to study hard, and yeah...I WILL!!! Wahahaxx...enough of my craps...Gotta go now...Take care everybody!!! *gone*

Wednesday, January 07, 2004 || Baby, top.

The new year's here...Cherish the past, step into the future

Friday, January 02, 2004

Heyhey! Long long time no update bloggie le...blame it on my bloody computer...
Broke down so out of a sudden...Oh well...no net, no online chats, no mail checking for a whole one month! Finally got tis chance...(borrowing my fren's com now!) *grinz*
Days without internet, without my com are terrible!!! Neva wana go thru these kind of stuffs again...NEVER!!! Wahahax...aniwae my com gonna be back in action soon...*relief*

Ok...enough of craps...the new year has come...2003 is now the past tense...Hmm...Year 2003---Lots of unforgettable events...so many hong kong stars went to heaven, SARS...a bad year i must say...Ok, im still crapping...Btw, the new year's eve countdown at orchard was damn fun...All my fren's went crazy...including me! Yep! You can bet on tat! *grinz* Enjoyed myself...really happy...all my frens, bros, sisters and blah...all come together to welcome 2004...Haha..enough of crapping...gotta be goin...

Take care my frens, best wishes for the new year ahead...
Friends Forever (",)

Friday, January 02, 2004 || Baby, top.