Friday, September 30, 2005
due to the stubborn side of our human nature, we often tend to not realise the fact that there's always two sides to a coin. many a times we assumed what we saw is the correct version or that thats the final. which usually its not the case.
the very often scenario is that we saw only one side of the story and then chose to defend it strongly without actually putting much thoughts into our decisions. somewhat too rash and irrational you may say. but tell me. dont you do that yourself quite often too. maybe maybe its because we let ourselves sink too much into the matter itself in the very first place. causing us to be blinded by the facts placed in front of us. thus as a result, we neglected the rest of the facts surrounding us, but yet to be discovered. its really not that we're lazy nor are we unwilling to discover those waiting-to-be discovered facts, its mainly just that we didnt manage to realise their presence at all. not at that particular point of time. seriously, we're not that clear-headed usually when matters are high on our necks. and unfortunately,these undiscovered facts often turn out to be the crucial pieces of puzzle that may eventually lead us to the whole truth or picture.
in order to get the whole picture of a story, we must look at the both sides of it. or rather at times the many sides of it. which is often easier said than done. anyhow, the first step to it is that we must be willing to explore all the possible facts or sides to the matter on hand. and not just doing what we usually do, stopping at the initial findings presented to us. being open is critical. letting our thoughts trapped within an area wont do much in helping us see the whole picture. its only when we allow ourselves to see out of the area and believing that all is possible, that we can get to the clearer picture. it involves high level thinking and most importantly, we need a mind that is clear-headed and that gives thought to all sides of a box. how difficult.
maybe maybe its all about the timings. you cant think that properly at certain times but you can at other times. but then again, whats the use of being clear-headed and able to think and finally see the whole truth or picture only after all dust has been settled?
Saturday, September 24, 2005
3 papers down. 2 more to go. i will hang on thereand overcome them.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
ok. the itp results are out already. i got into my beloved sentosa. im definitely happy about it, but then on the other hand im kinda disappointed, cos some of my frens who had been selected also earlier got booted out. like wat the hell can. we were like celebrating about our success tat night can, and we even talked about where we'll have our lunch together can. sighs. guess things dont always go our way, that's life isnt it. anyhow, we'll still meet up somehow or another.
:)
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
ok now that the exams are even nearer. im really getting my butt down to some serious studying. so as usual, im spending my noons over at plaza's kfc again, cant study at home anyhow. too much distractions already, the tv, the computer and blah blah blah. and oh besides studying when im there, i get to also train myself fer resisting the greatest temptations of the chickens down there. how nice eh.
-bleahs.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
oh man, the exams are here again. and worst, there's actually little left time to study. sighs.
anyway, on the lighter note, im goin to johor and desaru during my holidays! woohoo! :)
Thursday, September 01, 2005
went fer interviews at tradewinds travel and tours and sentosa yesterday. both were pretty alright i guessed. the interviewers werent harsh or stuffs, they all looked friendly and approachable. anyhow, im glad i was one of the lucky ones being selected to be in fer the sentosa. i was called into the MICE department. shimin and shuyu got into the retail, regina into marketing, rebecca into promotions, michelle into memberships, siokzhi into international travel, hafidza into hotlines and lastly ash and deborah into attractions. and we all thought it was already confirmed, cos the managers there had picked us up and even showed us where our workspace would be and so on. but then, today the lecturer scw says its ALL NOT CONFIRM YET. like wat the hell can. people like all so happy yesterday, then today kena dropped super big atomic bomb. sighs.