Thursday, October 28, 2004
one more paper to go.
let me get over and be done with it fast.
Monday, October 25, 2004
am taking a break again. hahaz. im damn lazy lah can. always taking breaks. anyway, was trying ta colour font thingy jux now and i thought it doesnt looked quite nice on my blog template though. anyway, i jux remembered tat i've got ITT exams one day after my accounts exam. ok sounds shit enuff already. im really nuts at tourism though sadly speaking im in tis option.
0_0! so let's see, i've arnd 10 chapters (it's as gd as the whole book lahz! wth!) from da thick textbk to memorise and then hopefully i noe howta apply on the exams questions itself. omg! how am i gonna do tat in like one day???
0_0?! hmm...maybe i shall start abit of da studying tonite. yep. it's decided.
:)
am in pacific coffee right now. been studying fer da all so important accounts exams which is scheduled tml nite. cant figured out why da sch wans it at nite still. are our brains more able to caluculate after the sky went darker? hah. sucha lame logic man. anyway to me, tis a/c exams timing's sort of not-so-right fer me. and i tink fer alot of pple out there too. ;) cos between 6pm-8pm is when i slack the most usually. watch tv, eat dinner and then the sleepy feeling sets in. sigh. hopefully i wun fall asleep halfway thru the paper, if not i surely "mati".
anyway, life's been revolving arnd studying and chionging fer exams. sucha boring but hectic lifestyle ya. its hectic cos i've got to squeeze and digest hell lots of info and theories into my piggy brain within a limited period of time! but well, im handling it erm not so bad now, and hopefully i will get better and not worse. 0_0 gotta get back to my studying now! ;)
all da hard work today will bear you sweet fruits tommorow -zhutou-
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
wenta celebrate my birthday in town today wit my dearest frens and kins. (wicky, sis xinni, bro edwin, pearlin, jolene, yanfang) thanks you guys soo much fer da presents and all! you guys are soo sweet ya.
;) anyway, we had magic wok fer dinner. and yes, it was delicious man! esp the chilli crab! too bad im kinda clumsy when comes to eating crabs, i got the chilli on my shirt, my jeans and blah. im sucha clumsy pighead man! oh ya, the restaurant was kinda full when we reached there, and guess wat? the person actually gave us a room with only our table. ok, tats considered as a VIP room already! hahaz. and to pearlin and all, im sorry fer all tat trouble we went thru jux now ya, but still...hahaz. ok, im so tired. yawning away already. gotta go catch some slp now.
*gone*
my hp inbox is soo full already! thanks fer all da greetings and wishes pple! you guys are very much appreciated ya!
-smiles-
the day has come...
ok everybody im 18 already! bye bye sweet 17! kinda having mixed feelings now. hahz. am feeling happy cos im finally 18. can buy 4-D, go clubbing and blah blah. lolx. but then again, turning 18 means im a year older! -pulls hair. sigh. i dun like tat word 'old' yeah. hahz. anyway, my phone was jamming like hell business jux now. its like while replying the first msg, i got like five msg coming in during da process! hahaz. due to tis overwhelming response, i haf to type replys non-stop fer like er first 20min of my 18th bdae
0_0?! and plus, im on the msn too. so its doubled work. hahz. thanks so much pple! thanks fer all ya greetings and wishes, ya' all are greatly appreciated by me! heeheez.
;)
happy birthday to me me me!!!
Monday, October 18, 2004
everything tat goes in tis way comes out the other.
im so sadded. cos tats the way i've been studying so far fer my exams. i dun wana fail pls. jux the thought of repeating the entire module, any of them, makes me shivers
-brrr-. im having my ssm exam tml and yet im still here blogging.
0_0! not tat im hecking it, but i jux cant concentrate on it. sigh. will try ta study again laters though.
:)
dead meat. im finding it harder to concentrate on my exams studies nowadays. shit! dun tell me im losing it man. i used to study quite well during da exams-round-da-corner period, esp when the exams are getting nearer and nearer. sigh. pls pls give me back my magical touch! oh, and pple, pls try ta remind me ta study hard and not to slack too much ya. im sucha pighead really, i need pple to push me to study. or so it seems.
stand by me
i need your motivation
to keep me going
Sunday, October 17, 2004
letting go was neva easy. unless you dun cherish tat thing or someone abit. let me cite an example, say in tis case it's a someone you cant get over, 'A'. how was you supposed to feel when you noe A's going and yet you've got no rights to stop 'A' from goin away anyway. you noe you've to see 'A' go and neva be back. but you dun wish to in the very first place. it's hard i tell you. the kind of melancholy you'll experience when you're actually forced to let go of the someone you really love is definitely something
THIS close enuff to kill you mentally. perhaps it's cos you're already so deep into the relationship, you dun wish to let go. or perhaps its bcos you've already been so used to seeing the one you love besides you all the while. perhaps...perhaps it's cos you dun wish see tat beauiful fantasy of urs to break and fall into pieces
0_0? how heart wrenching. but still, if 'A' is so insisting on goin, leaving you alone, jux let it go. why bother to chase over or watnots jux to get the person back? maybe sometimes the person's really worth all the chase, but in most cases, tat person isnt worth your efforts at all. so i tink it's time we all need to learn how to face the reality. it's harsh i noe, but we've got no other choice.
of all actions, letting go was the hardest. -zhutou-
you noe it's really saddening to noe tat the things or pple we've kept in our hearts might jux not stay on forever. like our precious stuffs, memories or even pple whom we love or care for. i noe it sounds abit unfeeling but it's a downright truth. it jux happens so called subconsciously tat we all are not giving it much attention as it needed. and when we actually come to our senses, it's most of da time abit too late. feelings faded, distance drifted, parts or details forgotten. not much chance of getting them back already. sad case. but i believe none of us wants tat to happen. we all cherish wat we've got.
:) the things we owned, the pple we have wit us. but do keep in mind tat sometimes, we did do things out of our normal way or thoughts without us really realising it. and sadly, these things happen to always hurt those we cherished. sigh.
to have you in my heart is neva enough,
i want to lock you up so tat you'll stay on forever. -zhutou-
Friday, October 15, 2004
alrights pple. am offically done with my tqm, ssm pro and rwps.
:) which means no more projects and presentations. yeah man! tat's gd. btw im so gonna fail fer my tqm exam. i wrote rubbish fer the whole of the section B! but tat cant be blame. cos i went to da exam hall without a thing in my mind. not tat i neva bother to revise, i jux got no time yeah. an excuse? not really. am really bz wit other projects and all plus, tis module is downright boring! so hopefully the marker will be kind enuff to accept some of my rubbish answers and at least give me a pass lah. heh.
ok, from now onwards i shall spend time on STRICTLY studying ONLY. no shopping no arcading no watnots. jux studying. i've got 4 exams coming up. and i die die must pass them, or maybe score fer some. pray fer me to pass pple! sigh. am so sad tat my bdae actually falls within tis critical period. which means minimal celebrations cos i need ta study fer da exams. :(
19th Oct - Selling and Sales Management
26th Oct - Financial Accounting Management
28th Oct - ITT (tourism)
1st Nov - Human Resource Management
When you walk through a storm hold your head up high
And don’t be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm is a golden sky
and a sweet silver song of a lark
Walk on through the wind walk on through the rain
Though your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on walk on with hope in your heart
And you’ll never walk alone, you’ll never walk alone
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
stressed out!
so let's see, im left wit a rwps presentation, a TQM CA3 and an individual report on ssm due on this friday. im gonna cry big time i tell u. i haven even started on both the individual report and the revision fer TQM. sigh. and to make things worse, im clueless about the TQM module! i neva once pay attention to wat the teacher says. ok, serve me right fer tat. but anyhow, im gonna force myself to bank in some of da topics into my piggy mind and pray very very hard tat i'll pass. so pple pray fer me ok! :) as fer the report, i oso dunno a thing. so i guess i shall either bang my head against the wall to generate some ideas or nag and beg my frens to teach me on how to do it. yep. hopefully i wun need to use the first choice. 0_0"
friday is the day, it's either i make it or break it. -sighs
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
it's been a long time since i last blogged ya. well, have been busy wit projects reports and stuffs tat i hardly had any breather. sigh. poly students haf got such hectic lifestyle yeah. anyway, it's breaktime now and im taking tis chance to blog using the school's com cos there's sth wrong wit mine at home. -sighs the virus thingy and wat shit is causing it go haywire. tried fixing it the whole of last nite. shut-down re-boot re-install everything i tried, but the problem's still not fully resolved yet. hmm shall make a few more attempts at it tonite and if i still couldnt get it fix, i shall leave it to the guys and all. yep. :)
was on the phone wit my ex (kelvin) last nite. poor guy. he actually lost his whole bag! and tat includes his LV wallet, $100++ cash, IC, atm/credit cards, his precious jap books and all. oh my, he must be quite broke now. ok, i shall be kind and treat you to a meal someday alrights! -winks- anyway, i find our conversation quite cute. it's sth like tis...
kel: walau, xin hen tong leh!
me: of course lah, ur precious LV wallet plus ur advance pay mahz...
kel: no lahz, i mean my jap books lahz!
me: -_-"
ok, so its the two jap books he's heart-aching for. wth! he's cute lah can. fancy him putting tat two books in front of his LV wallet and blah. -lolx
Clay Aiken-I Will Carry You
Yeah, I know it hurts
Yeah, I know you're scared
Walkin' down The road that leads to Who-Knows-Where
Dont'cha hang your head
Dont'cha give up yet
When courage starts to dissappear
I will be right here
When your world breaks down
And the voices tell you, "Turn around"
When your dreams give out
I will carry you, carry
Then the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you
Everybody cries, everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That's the beauty of when you lose your way
Close your eyes and go to sleep
Wake up to another day
When your world breaks down
And the voice tell you, "Turn around"
When your dreams give out
I will carry you, carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you've fallen behind
I will carry you
You should know now
That you're not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find your way ho-ome
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you've fallen behind
I will carry you, carry you
I will carry you, carry you
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
in total confusion.
alrights pple. am finally done with my ssm project presentation. sense of relief. sigh. guess it flops big time cos all of us jux got to see our presentation slides only half an hour before the actual presentation starts. oh how clever of us. but neva mind bout tat now, it's over already and wats done cannot be undone rite? yep. hah. kinda "zhi wo an wei" ah? 0_0
feel my hand,
take me away.
Monday, October 04, 2004
oh man im getting tired. :( all those projects are driving me and everyone else arnd me nuts. why do poly have tis kinda irritating shitty? and the funny part, we're all paying to suffer from tis shitty. hah. retarded i am. 0_0" anyway, gonna have a ssm presentation tis wed. both the tqm and itt presentation on monday and the last one *phew* on tue which is the rwps. and then after tat, i shall start burying my head into ta books and lecture notes. im hell sure i dun wana go thru all these again and you bet im gonna study real hard. 0_o!
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
and this chose I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Sunday, October 03, 2004
fma ca2 is down. but sad to say, there's more to come. i've been so busy with all da revision and project stuff tat i hardly had any breather. im no robot. i need to have my own space too.
just let go.
Friday, October 01, 2004
am done with hrm project totally.
i've got a tired mind tat seriously need some kinda rest. or else it might jux go berserk or sth. sigh. hopefully it'll be co-operative and keep on functioning properly till starting of november. cos tat's when my exams gonna end. hope so. if not, i'll cry big time. 0_0
"that which does not kill you makes you stronger"
