Thursday, December 30, 2004
why cant i jux do as i please?
everything seems so difficult and confusing now...
my head is in a whirl, everything is jamming up...
wish to think no more...
im tired and out. :(
Monday, December 27, 2004
24th dec '04 - christmas eve
(the people: william/xin er and company/winnie/jeslyn/ailing/tian na/carolyn/zhiting/wenya/me and a few other girls/kangming/joseph/marcus/louis and company.)
christmas was a bang! yep! spent both my christmas eve and christmas day nights out. met up wit lotsa motorola colleagues and other frens on eve, went photo-taking session wit some of them at cine. and then met up a few others more after tat fer dinner. had long john silvers. supposedly to be watching movie before the big countdown but then the tickets were damn hard to get so we gave up the idea eventually. ended up getting tickets fer the
0130 Meet The Fockers. :)
so, we slacked arnd orchard area, walked all the way from cine to far east and then back again like some idiots and finally ended up at the orchard park for the event of the day -
the big christmas countdown! oh man it was sucha high time! everybody was like shouting and wishing each other merry christmas and all. potential
'sprayers' and
'victims' everywhere. the whole strectch of orchard was packed wit human sardines, or if not far worst than tat. jux the journey from wheellocks to wisma took us 20mins!
0_0! the worst part was tat while we were all trying to squeeze push and scramble thru the whole lot, many idiots actually sprayed right at our faces. bloody banana ass. and then there's the human traffic and all, which kept pushing us backwards instead of forward, make sense? no?
william, xin er and company left after the countdown and the other five of us including me went over to
topshop@wisma to meet up wit bro kangming and frens. jux when we girls thought we would be safe from all those sprays attacks, kangming and company starting bombing us wit all their spray cans! ok, so we girls ended up in some patheitc state but then hey, we got our revenge anyhow.
:) and then mr joseph and bro kangming sprayed at me like dunno how 'shuang'. dumb dumbs. my whole hair was feeling so soapy after tat lor. oh so gross.
0_0! anyway, we went separate ways at 0130 cos we girls had to catch our movie at cine. the guys went over to ps instead fer their movie. met up again after both movies ended and drank abit while waiting fer dawn to break. reached home arnd 8plus in the morning via the north-east line.
25th dec '04 - christmas day
went fer kienwei's bbq cum ah du gang gathering over at pasir ris park. met them up in the noon. was feeling damn sleepy. anyhow, it was fun and all, wit sihui-tengshang-xaiver-cheemeng-edwin-anthony-jimmy-joocheng and blah blah all coming over oso. the food's alrights and had some catching up wit ah du gang members (steph, foong, hanlin, judy, aixiang and all). went off at wee hours via cab to my grandma's place at toapayoh cos my bro and cousin were there. the bloody cabfare was frigging expensive! $19.85! omg! anyhow, ton the nite again. went home evening the next day and finally caught some much needed slp.
:)
Friday, December 24, 2004
you said i dun understand you well enough. but do you really understand me?
you said i didnt care or cared enough. but do you really care also?
im tired. of everything.
Thursday, December 23, 2004
its common how most of us would start pushing blame onto our very own characteristics of human nature the moment we do or say something wrong. yes, god made us together with flaws and so tis make mistakes inevitable in life. so very often, we would freely use tat to defend ourselves and try to get away from everything. although i've to agree tat it does holds a certain amount of logic behind but then it jux seems unacceptable somehow or another. now allow me to explain, yes even though mistakes are inevitable in life, tat doesnt mean tat we're goin to follow the status straight and dont make efforts ourselves to reduce them. we've the responsibilities and ability i believe, to reduce the mistakes we're goin to make in life, simply by planning and carrying out our plans carefully. tat doesnt sounds too hard isnt it? but still, many of us failed to do it.
the word inevitable doesnt holds anything when you've got your strong determination in you. -zhutou-
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
its only eight in the morning now and im already in the school computer lab.
-big sigh. but then pardon me fer saying, im still not fully awake yet. cant blame me anyhow, cos i reached home only 11.30 last nite and being a pig by nature, i definitely deserved more sleep than i had.
:)
the outcomes of tomorrow depend on the actions of today -zhutou-
Monday, December 13, 2004
hmm first day of school today. well, it went pretty alrights except tat i kept on dozing off during the lectures and tutorials. they were boring alrights, lecturers tutors doin all those self-introductions and overviews of the modules and craps. but then, these humans seem like a pretty fun lot yeah. and oh, i ate quite alot today. from snacks to proper meal and then to more snacks again. cant help it, im a pig right from the start already rite?! and eating is my famous all-time favourite hobby!
;P
anyway, my timetable looks pretty sad. yep. am sadded by it. stupid timings and all. fancy goin to school fer jux 3hrs from 2 to 5 on tue? and then fer another 3hrs from 12 to 3 on friday? wat sad timings isnt it. felt like crying out loud man i tell you. jux why cant they plan the timetable
PROPERLY and
SENSIBLY fer us students? afterall, im sure they're paid to do tat rite. wth. maybe next time, we students shld offer our kind help to plan our timetables
OURSELVES. i believe we can do a much beta job. yep. hurrays everybody!
;)
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone
-Boulevard Of Broken Dreams-
Saturday, December 11, 2004
ok, i came to a conclusion tat im pretty bad luck nowadays. i injured my toe accidentally on wed morning and then on the very same nite, my little cousin dropped his heavy playstation on my head! and bloody hell its the old version of playstation mind you! which means like wat i jux said, its HEAVY alrights! to make it worse, out of all areas of the playstation, it had to be the SHARP CORNER of the fcuking game set tat hit my head! bloody banana shitt. and till now, both the injured areas still hurt a great deal.
:(
Monday, December 06, 2004
finally i quited my job at motorola. am so tired yet so used to the usual working routines:
waking up at 0545 everyday. wash up. wait fer bus 86. reach motorola at techpoint. see
GL face and sign in. exchange IC fer working pass. start work, either flexing or packing or watever they ask us to do. go thru the big scanner everytime i wana go out to pee or shit or fer breaks, which i mus bloody hell take out every metallic stuff on me if not it'll be alerted. and when it bloody banana got alerted, i'll curse the stupid machine fer being abit too sensitive and fer making me balek queuing again fer scanning especially when the queue is damn long cos everybody is rushing to get out fer breaks!
alrights, tats so called my usual working routines. i went thru all tat everyday when im working. well, its not all tat fun but not all tat bad either. and i sorta enjoyed my working days with motorola.
:) the pple there i met were mostly fun and lovable. the 16year olds, 17year olds, a few 18year olds, the MM pple, the motorola pple, the GLs-Group Leaders and bigshots. made a hell lots of frens down there and even got myself a xiaomei during the first week of work!
:D anyway, these pple are a friendly bunch of wormies. very lovable and talkable! somehow we jux couldn keep out mouths shut when we're working near each other! hahaz. and due to tat, we got ourselves pretty much attention sometimes.
:P and u noe wat, the cold working environment was transformed to a warmth and friendly one when all of us were arnd cos we were so full of smiles and laughters when we started chatting and all. but then when the fierce and idiotic vincent (a motorola bigshot and he is
NOT included in the lovables list.) comes arnd, our laughters and words cease and we haf to look serious with our work. this vincent is so irritating cos he loves to give lectures and he's the irresponsible kind who loves to push the work duites on to the next shift so tat he can slack arnd and spend more time scolding pple like us. wth. disgusting idiot.
and then there's our
GL and
MM's GL. honestly speaking, our
teckwah GL-yifen was pretty kind and well we all thought tat she was a fierce monster at first! hahaz. but then as we worked longer, we found tat actually she was not bad afterall, cos as compared to pple like vincent and other idiotic leaders, she definitely was the kindest! no objections! like fer example,
miss winnie chen zhenwen was FREQUENTLY late fer work yet
GL didnt note tat down or penalised her fer at lateness. how kind was tat uh. and then she did her part in salvaging teckwah pple from being fired with all her timely warnings and gd words she put in fer us. so we are thanking her fer tat!
:) ok, so much fer our
GL, now fer the
MM's GL. actually duno her well cos the only thing i noe is tat she took the same bus as me every morning. oh ya, she's somewat
crazy at times. cos sometimes when we're flexing, you can hear her shouting from her labelling corner or see her running up and down the place
WHILE shouting along. ok, tats some kind entertainment fer us already, keeping us awake. other forms of
in-house entertainment includes vincent's senseless lectures and the housing's GL scolding the staffs or the GL herself got scoldings from
IRENE (one of the bigger in-charge in motorola).
0_0!
oh did i mention tat working fer housing or sometimes packaging was like goin on a tour in hell?! the housing pple were
VERY demanding pple who wanted fast and quality work from us when we're so new to their work. wah phiang, they must haf tink we're robots or wat. as fer the packaging side, they've got some human pple so working there is not tat bad, as in they were not so cold blooded as the housing pple. they were more friendly and there were very much more smiles and words exchanged. but then working in packaging usually means getting cuts from all those folding boxes or fast packing actions. but then again, tis is working. hahz.
so as you can see, my working experience at motorola was quite fruitful. and lucky too! cos the pple i met there were pretty nice and all and even though at times i made mistakes, they were really patient and forgiving, especially in repeating instructions. am so grateful fer tat and these pple really made my day.
:) i had learnt to be more responsible with watever i do and how to enjoy myself even while working. yep. am definitely slightly more mature then i was before i first stepped into motorola. now looking at a matter from other's point of view before i shoot watever's on my mind is already some sorta hobby to me. yes, i tink and try put myself in other's shoes before i spit out my comments now. but then again, im not perfect and i might not be on tat level of maturity 24/7. but anyhow, at least i've shown some improvements in my maturity levels yeah.
;)
anyway, we're talking about life here and work is definitely a part of life and we're more interested in how we can make working seems more enjoyable and fun. well, tink i somehow got it sorted out now though it might not be the full picture yet. i can say tat it all boils down to the mind of pple tat whether work is enjoyable or dreadful. if you think your work is enjoyable, then yes it is, and im sure you'll find time passing away faster than you expected. if you think no it's not at all enjoyable and you dreads goin to work every single day, then i feel sorry fer you cos you'll find your time at work passing away ever so slowly.
so say again, it's always up to one's mind to determine the side of which things or pple are on. whether it's good or bad, fun or not, it's all up to YOU.
