Get over the storm, for the Sunshine will always come. Have FAITH.

Friday, February 25, 2005

some things just like to hit you when you least expected it. those things you wouldnt want to recall, least say to talk about it. they just came on you, no warning given or watsoever. so you cant really choose to avoid or try to shut them out. it simply leaves you with no choice. and then it leads you down your memory lane, replaying all the familiar scenes/words/actions. scary? nope, not really. it's more on sadness and regrets as the melancholic feel in you gradually sets in.

I remember the times like yesterday
It plays in my mind over and over again
I remember the day you went away
It plays in my mind over and over again

Friday, February 25, 2005 || Baby, top.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

haven been sleeping well lately. :(

tired.

im off.

Thursday, February 24, 2005 || Baby, top.

Friday, February 18, 2005

im reformating my com soon. -sighs

tough decision to make yea but still, i decide to solve everything the better or rather the easier way out. my com have been giving me problems ever since my warranty expired. like wat the hell rite?! but then, its not any really serious problem, jux some little knots. already backed some of my music/pictures/documents files up. the remaining are the recents pictures, projects and music files. i've got like tink arnd 2000 music files in my com?! anyway, gonna find time to back them up soon yea. so, most probably i wun be online the whole of next week or something like tat cos i'll leave my com with my fren to help me do the job of reformating and installing all the softwares and etc.

so till then... im off! :))

Here on the outside lookin' in
Don't wanna stay dreamin' 'bout what could have been
I need to hear you speak my name
Even if you shoot me down in flames... ...

Friday, February 18, 2005 || Baby, top.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

date: 12th feb 2005
venue: junction8, bro kangming house, ang mo kio central
characters: shiqi jie, winnie, carolyn, joseph, marcus, louis, bro kangming, kaiwei and me.

was feeling damn sleepy when i forced myself to wake up at eight plus tis morning. cosidering tat i slept only at 4am the previous nite. anyway, took a bath and start preparing myself fer the meeting with shiqi jie and the rest. was late when finally met up with kangming and the rest cos jie was abit late. she's forgiven alrights. anyhow, we both are not the latest, winnie was. hah. :p took some photos after eating. :))

had yakun toast altogether and then headed to kangming house to play blackjack! jie left early at arnd 3pm while the rest of us headed to ang mo kio fer ktv sometime later. btw, i won ten bucks! but then it all went to the paying of ktv anyway. after ktv, we went fer kinda dinner cum supper at some coffeeshop in ang mo kio, including bro kangming whom joined us only after the singing session arnd 10plus. full stomach and then home sweet home!

it was a full day schedule today, kinda tiring but im enjoying myself yea. all in all, it was total fun plus full enjoyment! -winks!.

and im very happy today. :))

Sunday, February 13, 2005 || Baby, top.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

date: 10th feb 2005 (thurday, 2nd day of chinese new year)
scene: reunion dinner
venue: sis xinni's house
characters: wicky, yanfang, pearlyn, winnie, jolene and me.

had a wonderful reunion dinner at xinni house again. it's the third year round already i tink. and still, aunty's(xinni's mum) cooking is still as good, if not beta than ever. -slurps!. among the menu are the usual dishes like chilli prawns, vegetables, chicken and soup. the soup aunty cooked was 'lao wang gua tang', one of my favourites! anyway, pearlyn didnt joined us fer dinner, she had to meet up with other frens, so she joined us from dinner onwards. and jolene didnt stayed throughout as she had a curfew to stick to. but then, all was well and fun. enjoyed the meal and the conversations exchanged. actually our group met up quite often but then still, there were countless scoldings, 'suanings' and jokes exchanged during the nite. it's jux as if we hadnt met up fer a long time and had the itch to start making fun of each other. hah. but well, i tink we act jux like a family. :))

played poker, blackjack. more words, or rather scoldings exchanged. cant deny the fact tat we still do act like kids sometimes. pardon us, we're jux a kid at heart. :p won a little money. and i actually hit the jackpot by getting the triple seven card! poor wicky had to pay me seven times my bet amount! how lucky yea. :) oh ya, wicky's bro(mr cheung) came to fetch us home at arnd 1am. while in the car...

wicky: eh yanfang, you've won quite alot yea? treat us to supper lah!
everybody: yalor! treat us lah!
me: prata lah. cheap cheap nia!
almost everybody: yalor! total only few dollars nia! can lah!
yanfang: huh?! huh?! won ten dollars only!
everybody: -laughters.

and then the next thing we knew, mr cheung drove us to some food centre at macperson. :)) wasnt hungry then so we all ordered carrot cake, ipoh horfun and drinks. after tat, home sweet home!

date: 11th feb 2005
scene: mahjong session at aixiang's and ADG reunion dinner at steph's
venue: aixiang's and stephanie's house
characters: aixiang, stephanie, judy, lijuan, mayce, hanlin, chiafoong and me.

today's mahjong session was supposed to be at da jie shiqi's house. but then she was too tired after previous nite chionging, so we moved the venue to aixiang's house. had lunch at there too. played till around five and we proceed to hougang point to meet hanlin to buy food fer the nite's reunion dinner(steamboat). reached steph house, prepared food and mayce/lijuan/judy arrived sometime later. wonderful steamboat dinner i must say and our ms lijuan kept on telling us about her clubbing and pubbing encounters! aiya lijuan ah, we innocent ok! dun try to teach us bad lah! wahaha. jux kidding. played 'yan hua' also. anyway, lijuan/mayce/me didnt stayed over. cos we're either too tired from all the chionging or like me, had whole day appointments to fulfil the next day. hah.

tats all folks!

Saturday, February 12, 2005 || Baby, top.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

happy chinese new year everybody!

its a chinese new year again. see how fast time flies? been busy spring cleaning, eating reunion dinners and collecting the angbaos these few days. hah. :))

in our realistic soceity, some big chunk of the time is spent on judging pple by the way they dress or the stuffs they carry with or on them. its uber rude i tell you. but then everybody make tis mistake. even me am guilty of it sometimes. so, to correct, it doesnt really matters where you eat or wat you have. wat matters most is whether or not you're really enjoying all tat you're doin. so wat if others got a more branded bag than you? so wat if their reunion dinner is at some posh hotels whereas yours is at some low class kopitiam? a meal at posh hotel costing you a good few hundreds may not necessary bring you more joy than a meal at some neighbourhood coffeeshop yea. it usually boils down to who you're eating with, agree? and, the things you have on you may not reflect always who you are or maybe say where you stand in status. ever see some really rich pple wearing the normal t-shirt and shorts sipping coffee at some hawker centres?

anyway, tis festive period is fer us to catch up with our old pals, cousins and relatives, frens and whoever's on ya mind. not a time fer comparison or to sink yourself in self-pity or watever nots. its rather senseless to compare yourself with others, wat they have and wat you dun have. i mean afterall, so wat rite? why not learn to be thankful fer watever's given to you and cherish the everything arnd you now, cos you'll neva know wats gonna happen the next moment. take fer an example, the tsunami incident, the all-so-sadded tradegy of the year. anyhow, i wish tat nothing of tis sort would happen to planet earth ever again. :))

Thursday, February 10, 2005 || Baby, top.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

ok, you guys arent gonna believe it. but tis quiz i took from winnie's blog says i act like a 19-year-old. 0_0! alrights, seriously i dont believe it either! but wait, isnt it a good thing tat i act like somebody of my age? oh watever... :))

You Are 19 Years Old

19

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Tuesday, February 01, 2005 || Baby, top.