Monday, March 28, 2005
been mugging fer exams lately. oh man. i hate tis kinda days seriously. anyway, i went out fer some breather on sat with my sista. so now i wana blog about it but am too lazy to type them out in paragraphs. so bear with me, im jux gonna put the summarised points down. heh.
:Pmet up with ede jie on sat. :))day started out no gd cos it rained. cats and dogs. plus maybe rats also.
both of us were late cos of tat...
and the rain oso dumb dumb made my beach shorts wet! wat the!
:(went shopping fer joel's bdae present.
and then we hopped on bus to east coast park fer joel's surprise party organised by angelina.
did catching up and rubbish chatting on bus. and surprise! a chapter of blaw too!
-heh*reached there earlier than we expected. so we decided to take photos wit our cameras!
and so we did tat... fer almost 1hour or so.
-snap! snap!*from the jetty. to the beaches. to the stonechair. and even her bag too. -gosh.*oh some pple from our OI class were there too.
ashraf. rebecca. angelina. zaf. of course there's joel too lahz.
-winks*so we did catching up with the group.
talked about the old days, our presents and stuffs.
we left quite early though, but reached home late. haha. arnd 11plus i tink.
and oh my jie was so tired tat she was practically leaving me to myself throughout the bus ride home cos she was sleeping! hah. must be very tired ah jie!
opps!* haha.
;)
Friday, March 18, 2005
unsung emotions.
the state of inner feelings fighting each other, struggling to get over one another.sounds somewat familiar? well, it happens to us almost all the time. think about the times when there are two priorities/matters in your mind at the very same time. which to choose and which to forgo? at tat moment of time, you feel jux like a piece of cheese jammed between two pieces of bread. so well you think and consider. go thru and over all da pros and cons, da gains and loss etc. and then finally, you forced yourself to be satisfied with jux one choice. now see, how silly is tat and isnt the process we've gone through actually sounds like some form of internal struggle? hah. silly it is but still we're doin so anyhow, at least during our sub-conscious minds.
the emotions within. tears me apart. totally.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
am done with all my projects and presentations. inlcuding the roleplays and all.
*phew-but the bad news is, tis marked the beginning of exams period. which helluva means i've to start my studying already!
oh man...i felt like crying...
:(So baby come and take me Take me to a place Where the magic and dreams come true So real Take me all the way
Monday, March 14, 2005
these days are really terrible and stressful.
projects. presentations. roleplays. tests. exams.all coming on at the same time. wat great timing yea?
and boy, they're definitely driving me crazy.
:((gasping fer air*see?
i seriously lack some breathing space now.
Monday, March 07, 2005
sometimes in life, you just feel like sitting down in a quiet corner, reviewing your past actions/words, and pin-pointing those things that shouldnt have been. or may have been otherwise. be it a particular action or words tat you'd spit out in moments of anger. or maybe certain paths/choices you'd chosen. all suming up to just but one sad word, regrets. you just wished you could've better control over yourself and other factors and things would have turned out the better way instead.
soon enough, you’ll find yourself surrounded by an endless chain of unanswered "what ifs". and you begin to picture yourself walking the paths you chose to forgo previously. like instead of tat choice, you opts fer the other; instead of exchanging harsh words with your best fren, you chooses to simply walk away and let him/her cool down first. sometimes, a little adjustments to the content may bring about great differences, you'll never know.
anyhow, there's nothing bad about going through those "what ifs" actually, except tat one should know when to wake up to reality and face it. you see, life takes their turns fer reasons. definitely. and the outcomes of them may be good fer you afterall. its just like you making decisions or doing something, surely you'd your stand or reasons fer choosing the choice or fer doing so yea? watever the results, we assumed tat's the best fer you. afterall, you'd made tat decision. remember, life always has all those turns and roundabouts, and everything happens fer a reason. the "what ifs" in life are to help you to make better choice/decision in future, not encouraging you to sink further into the realm of regrets.
so say again, make your choices carefully.
do not regret any.
