Monday, February 26, 2007
no wonder adults like to say this society is really messed up. everything is interconnected somehow, which means every word you said, every action you take or thoughts you have can impact any other people living in this same earth as you. where is the freedom that we used to think we'll have when we finally able to reach that shining 21 years old?the earth revolves in one single direction, the sun will be up somewhere no matter rain or shine and we all breathe in the same air. because of all these similarities we have, we can get affected by others, sometimes quite easily. its evitable, unless you move over to mars alone. maybe we all feel its sometimes silly to think of why do we get worked up or whatsoever when we hear others say or do something. ok, maybe you're one of the story characters, reasonable enough. but even when you're not directly in the story, you still act. why? well, its because we all have heartbeats and blood, thus we can feel. and when we feel, somehow and especially at certain moments, we cant really control what we do or say. its just so natural, everything just pour out by itself. maybe thats the reason why humans like to regret their actions and words so much. its always after that, then we realised our doings. and bear in mind, we dont feel for ourselves only, for others too. of course some may not do the same. thats how selfish comes about. but i dont mean any offence, cos afterall, selfish is part of human's nature. its just a matter of how well you want to take it in control.
and you know we used to say and still do that we're really stressed up, regardless of age, living in this society, cos everything is so fast paced and we cant really afford to lag behind any second. cos if we do, we'll have a hard time catching up, which in the process, many may choose to just give it all up. as if its not enough to kill us, we still have to bypass obstacles along the way before getting to our destination. obstacles may be physical, mental or any that you can think of. of all, the mental factor is usually the killer. it may seems to be the most strong part of us, yet should it happens to reach its verge or breaks, i can say 'its the end'. everything will break following it. and its not easy to get back on track after this. im sure its the last, or we dont even want to think about this.
now, can we finally understand why some poor innocent primary school kids, being stressed on given only one option of getting good results decided to end their future and jump? we've to get this clear, they dont jump cos they couldnt get good results, they're jumping more because they know its never enough. parents, people, humans generally, we just tend to ignore limits, the bliss of contentment. actually its ok to go beyond limit for good at times, but at times like this, it can kill. why are we forcing these yound kids to keep scoring like no tommorrow, when they still have a long way to go and learn. yes, i agree that there are times which we should apply some force so they can excel, but there should also be times when we give them some breaks to recharge. constant pushing will only result in damage.
think, would you want to be the one under all these pressures? or say, would you feel happy to push people to their limits?you'll never want to see people break,if you want, you're inhuman.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
if only time dont run and things do stay.if only we could have the yesterdays once more.you know how it is like to try recalling memories and wanting hug them tight, yet they just sipped through you at the very moment of contact.
i know. and its not a nice feeling at all.
Friday, February 02, 2007
hello everybody.
im sick again. the coughing and constant throat pains are killing the hell outta me.
but, i will hang on.
one more thing, the most dreaded period of my life is coming, the grand prelims and exams.
and i will study.
